It was MAST.............

On the way from  Thiruvanmayur Beach we both were searching for a Hotel to have dinner. This time i didn't say yes to him for  Hot Chips..... A no to hot chips , Karaikudi, finally made us to stop our black pearl in front of Mast Kalandar. Thought of having some Dosa etc....... When opened the menu card we both realize that it is a North Indian Restaurant.Deepan  purely not having any idea about North Indian Food told me to order anything of my choice. Finally we placed the order. Was eagerly waiting for food to come. We received our order. WOW it was really tempting ..... We ordered  Indian Maha Combo which got Rotis, 2 veggies, Raitha, Pulavu and sweet oh my god ........... nice aroma , nice ambiance, sitting near to my sweet heart first time i was feeling very comfortable having food from a hotel. Still leaving space in tummy we ordered one HP 1 which contains some what similar Dishes....... I still can  get the taste of the food. Yummy roti with Dal makahni , Pulavu with raitha and adding a  sweetest moment  the saucy  Gulab Jamun made us to wind up  our sweet dine ...

 Too yummy Khana and sweetest wordings  near the exit door  made us to say " a big yes to have dinner in Mastkalandar"

Dew drops in leaves , cool air ............ filled stomach...... I was happy to hold my sweethearts hands....

 

 Chennai started Boring.........

I was happy  when i got job in Chennai ...............With full of joy and happiness in my heart  i reached here with an expectation that i am going to fulfill my dreams and wishes. Unaware about what awaits for me i started of my career. Felt exhausted with heavy summer, pollution,  people , hostel life within few days  i started missing my parents very badly, my thoughts started pulling me back towards my hometown.....As days pass by adapting the changes ,compromising myself i turned to be one among the millions in Chennai. As a silver line in the darken clouds,  my life took  its sudden turn  which was unexpecting  when i joined in Sulekha. My life became colourfull , started feeling  something new in me, felt very comfortable, safe and i became the happiest person in the world...:)

He bought light in to my life, showed me what is right and wrong, led me through the rigt path where my decison  will not make me feel regret at the later part of my life.........Ya......Deepan became my world , my everything, an inseperable part of my life. It was a wonderful experince to hold his hand, look in to his eyes and to see his wonderful smile  that brings laughter in my face and relief in my heart......

Everything  startded going smoothly,,,,,,,  but ........... still what is making me  to say oh my god  Where am I..... Summer in its peak, no water , no current in my PG , Sleepless nights , scary thoughts........ Enough of Chennai Yar................ One and half years in Chennai is now making me restless.... Waiting for a chance to go from here. Though i became unsuccessful in my path of carrer i will never  set back and cry because this Hot chennai gave me life..........Acquaniatnce  with Deepan  will  always make me to bow my head before Chennai............ No matter how far i go from Chennai  i will leave out an Emotional Attchment with Sulekha and Chennai for giving  me Deepan...... I wana hold his hand forever and want to move away from CHENNAI

 But Enough of  Chennai...............

Expectation Hurts ................................

Expecting something very eagerly and  finally standing with bare hand and tears in eyes is something that no one could bare. Why we are Expecting so much ?.............. To be plain why i am  expecting so much ?  it is a question that i will always run away without answering.

Don't expect ...........anything from anyone .

Several question's without an answer ?

 Each and every step in our life teach us so many things.  Be it a hard time or a happy occasion people will say that it's just part and parcel of life , is  really the  day to day things a experience in our life . But we will end up in saying that it is easy to take  that in a silly manner  because we are  the   victims of the grim realities that is happening in our life.

 What is the ultimatum of all these., Happiness or sadness........,  As days pass by we will forget the things happened but down the memory lane we will  remember all those that made us to cry.

Will there be anyone  who lives  in this world live a happy life by forgetting everything ?..